My Dream Tree . . .

Oh, I forget to share the ornament that I bought for myself. Best ornament ever:


The phrase on the bottom says "Life is too short for sensible shoes!" Love it!

A California Christmas

Christmas in California was fabulous. I especially enjoyed the warmer weather. I feel like I did a ton while I was there. I saw Seven Pounds and Bedtime Stories. Both excellent movies. Seven Pounds is incredibly sad, so beware! Went shopping on Friday and spent way too much money. But I did buy a new Coach bag, Coach umbrella, and 2 pairs of Coach gloves. One pair is black leather with cashmere lining. Heaven! They were all ridiculously on sale. I probably should have bought another bag, oh well. There is always next time. Got my Sephora fix too. Along with a ton of other stuff that I promise I really needed.

On Saturday we went to the La Purisima Mission in Lompoc. It was interesting. You can click on the link to learn more about what it is. Some pics from the trip:



Spent some time at the beach my last full day at home. I love how therapeutic the beach is. Also got caught up on the last couple issues of People magazine, a highlight of my vacation.

My parents' ward is quite eccentric, and this past Sunday was no exception. This lady got up and gave a detailed analogy of Remember the Titans and how it relates to being a member of the LDS Church. I have to admit, she made some pretty good comparisons. It was just so strange. My mom is the Young Women's president, so I got to go to YW's instead of Relief Society. I stood up to repeat the Theme with them, and I still stumble of the "Strengthen Home and Family" phrase they added a couple years ago. And now they have added a new value. I will never get it right now.

Let's see, I also decorated a Gingerbread House with my mom, watched Mamma Mia, ate about 45 billion calories, ate more vegetables that I have in weeks, walked around Solvang and enjoyed some Aebleskivers, played lots of Trivial Pursuit and Jeopardy and just hung out with the family.

I am a little happy to be back home, but I think my trip to Cali convinced me that I am ready to move out West sometime next year. I can't take one more winter here.

Christmas is coming . . .

I don't have the time to post, which is why I am of course. I am trying to pack for my trip home tomorrow. I hate packing. I'm an over packer ( I must be prepared for absolutely every scenario that could possibly occur) and with the excessive baggage fees these days, I have to be very careful. Plus fit in Christmas presents. I used to just take two suitcases, but I'm not paying an additional $50 to do that. Hope it is all worth it to you, Delta. Make sure you make life more difficult for everyone on the planet. Merry Christmas to you too.

I can't believe that it is Christmas Eve Eve. I'm not ready for Christmas to come and go. That just means that I have to start paying off my credit card. Though I am ready for the snow to be done. I don't think my heart can take it anymore. I'm praying really really hard that it does not snow tomorrow morning so I can make it to the airport safely and my flight won't be delayed.

I went back to get my eyes checked again today and it turns out that my eyes really haven't gotten better like the optometrist originally thought. I knew it was too good to be true. I appaerntly just suck at taking the tests or the doc sucks at his job. I'm leaning more toward me. I just get so confused with all the 1's and 2's. Most the time neither one is good so I don't want to say either number. I was really tempted to get some frames though. They have some really cute Coach and Fendi frames that I may convince myself that I need.

Well, I hope that everyone has a Very Merry Christmas!! Be safe! Love you!

Snowy Days and Mondays Always Get Me Down

If you know me at all, you know snow and I don't get along. I have been pretty happy that it has stayed away today, but don't worry it just started. Twenty minutes before I have to leave for an eye appointment. And it is sticking. I also get to have my pupils dilated, then I get to drive home in the dark and the snow. I heart Mondays.

Christmas is coming . . .

Christmas is here! I can feel it! We already had our company Christmas dinner, it was OK. Sacrament was filled with our Christmas program, put together by my roommate and it was wonderful. Tonight was probably my favorite though. My roommates and I cooked dinner (ham, mashed potatoes (made from scratch and mixed with stuffing, amazing! and yes I made them), homemade rolls, and a pomegranate salad. Oh and I made some hot apple cider. It was all soooo good! Then we exchanged gifts. We each drew a name a couple weeks ago and kept our receiver a secret. Haleh had me and she got me a really cute Christmas ornament (pink and black!) and a zebra print clutch. Very me and I love it! So excited to use it.

We finally made a trip to Ikea yesterday and picked up most of the stuff for our apartment. We all got new desk chairs (not that easy to put together, my thumb is still numb) and then we got new black placemats, a red and white stripped rug for the kitchen, a black slipcover for the couch, black sheer curtains and a black curtain rod. I picked up some red fabric to cover the existing couch pillows too. It is already looking so much more chic! Once it is complete, I will take some pictures.

Ok, and now I need to vent just a little bit. I have this thing with respect. I really like it. Not sure why some people feel the need to disrespect. I think it may be more that they don't realize that they are disrespecting me. Maybe I am too high maintence. Let's all just try to show a little more R-E-S-P-E-C-T friends!

Warrior I

I think everyone should do yoga. What a better world it would be. I come out of class always feeling so positive, like I can take on anything. I seriously forget about all my petty problems and concentrate on bettering myself. The poses are not always easy, I lose my balance a lot, but it does not matter. I know no one is judging me. We are all just trying to improve ourselves, not concentrating on those around us. Yes, this does sound a little contrary to what we are taught each Sunday, that we should always be thinking of others. BUT we all also know that we must take care of ourselves first. Just like the Flight Attendants tell us on the plane, secure your own oxygen mask before aiding others. Yoga is my oxygen mask.

Turkey Day

Thanksgiving was great. I stayed in Utah, but got to hangout with some of the family, so it was a riot. We really have a little too much fun together. I have to admit, one of the highlights of the weekend was having the apartment to myself. I love my roommates, but sometimes it is nice to lock myself up in my room and watch a lot of movies. Which is basically what I did. But since I would feel incredibly guilty just sitting around watching movies for days, I found things to do while I watched the movies. Gotta stay productive. I also got to babysit my nieces. They are just too cute for words.

Labels or Love

I have been listening to this song for a while now, but I just really like the lyrics so I wanted to share. Happy Tuesday!



Fergie "Labels or Love" Lyrics

Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of

I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
I shop for purses while I walk out the door
Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it
And, I’m not concerned with all the politics
It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one.

What I know is that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store
I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

(Chorus)
Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior
Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for
Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more

I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
Relationships are often so hard to tame
A Prada dress has never broken my heart before
And, ballin’s something that I’m fed up with
I’mma do the d*** thing, watch me do the d*** thing
Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames
I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

[Chorus]

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things
Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings
I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach
Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach
Buying things is hard to say
Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier
So we can’t go all the way, I know you might hate it but
I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love

[Chorus]

Spark

My roommate and I were so proud of ourselves tonight. One, we actually got to hangout for the first time in weeks. Two, we went out to a swanky lounge in town and didn't even go out until after 10:00 pm. My usual bedtime. We got all dressed up and walked the few blocks to Spark. It is a restaurant/lounge that is trying to bring a little trendy to P-town. I have to say that it was pretty neat inside. I would have done a few different things to the decor, but there is this fabulous chandelier that I want for my home someday. The best part about this place is that it features a non-alcoholic bar. The drinks are limited, but I am excited to try them all. I ordered the Shirley Temple, which is a classic fav, but this one featured a ball of pink cotton candy on top. It's like this drink was made for me. It was fantastic. We also got the Creme Brulee, which was amazing.

The atmosphere was great, but the service was pretty much terrible. I think we waited more than 10 mins for our server to even approach us. There was only one bartender, so our drinks took forever as well. When we sat down we noticed that all the other tables had cloth napkins, utensils, glasses etc but ours did not. I asked the guy that brought our dessert (not our server) if we could get napkins, and he asked "What else did you order?" "Drinks." So he went and got us each a paper napkin to place our drinks on. No real napkins for us. Not to mention that he wasn't very nice about it.

After we finished our drinks, I was debating on ordering something else, but I wasn't given the option because our server brought our check without even talking to us. Then she never picked them up. We finally asked another server to pick them up for us.

I hope that my experience doesn't deter anyone else from going, because I will definitely go again. I'm hoping they were just short-staffed or everyone was just having an off night. I have a feeling things will iron our for them eventually and I hope that they stay open.

The Cinema

This was my movie weekend. I haven't seen a movie in a theater in a really long time, but I saw two this weekend. Friday night was James Bond. I have to admit, I really just wanted to see it because of social pressures. I like action, but I have a little problem with a lot of senseless killing. I blame it on all the articles I have read on how the media desensitizes us all. Anyway, I actually liked it, I think. I went to a really late showing and I was really tired. I nodded off several times(literally)and I think those parts must have been when they explained what was going on, because I still have no idea what the movie was really about. But that James Bond sure was hot when he was all roughed up.

Movie number two was Twilight. Yes, I have read all the books. I wasn't expecting it to me amazing, so I wasn't disappointed. I didn't think the actor playing Edward was that attractive at first, but by the end of the movie I was really attracted to him. Jacob was ugly, which made me happy. I am on Team Edward. There were actually quite a few funny parts, though I'm not sure they were intentional. Overall, I thought it was entertaining.

Dear Delta Airlines,

I tried to have faith in you, but now I have lost faith in all airlines. I spent over two hours yesterday on the phone with six different representatives and all I wanted to do is book a flight and use credit from a previous flight. Not too difficult, right? But apparently for your employees in India, it was very difficult. Don’t worry, you are still charging me more than $100 than you are supposed to, but I ran out of patience and just can’t argue with your employees any more. Maybe that is just one more of your ridiculous policies to try to suck your customers’ wallets dry. Let’s overcharge them and not have any of our employees speak English so our customers get so frustrated they just give up and pay. Good plan.

Also, why is it that every time I call and ask about a flight I am looking to book, it doesn’t exist in your system? It is there plain as day on your website. Maybe you should get them synced up or getter a better system. Just a thought.

Sincerely,
A Very Disgruntled Customer

I Am Still Here

I promise I am still alive. To quote LC in the LG commercial, "Work is so crazy right now..." ( I hope someone gets that.) I have been putting in a ton of extra hours and I am exhausted. We launched a new version of our software and we have a two day training conference next week. I don't feel prepared at all, but hopefully I will by next Thursday morning. It's a good thing that I love to plan events.

It snowed pretty nasty yesterday. Thanks, November for already being gross.

I found out that my parents are no longer coming out for Christmas, so it will be my first Christmas without them. I have plenty of family around here though, so it shouldn't be too bad. I can't believe December is next month. And seriously, Christmas songs on the radio already? No one needs to hear that.

That's all for now. I promise to post something more exciting soon.

Downward Facing Dog

I really just wanted to post today because I was at 79 posts and I really wanted it to be an even 80. I had a pretty blah Monday, though I did get to go to yoga tonight. Love it! It was actually quite intense tonight. It was the first time I had been to this particular class with the instructor, who was an older man with long silver hair. Very California, granola, yoga type guy. I actually really enjoyed him, though I had my doubts at first. I was at the front of the class, which I usually hate, but this guy walks around the whole time with his Britney mic, so it wasn't bad. Then while we were relaxing (sleeping) at the end of class, all of a sudden I feel him grab my legs and shake them out and stretch them further. Scared me to death. I'm surprised I didn't scream. Apparently he does this to everyone. I hate to admit it, but I kind of liked it.

I decided to make more of an attempt to sleep through the night tonight, so I am drinking some sleepy time tea. However, I think it is having the opposite effect on me. Let's hope the sleepiness will overcome me in the next several minutes. I have a long day tomorrow and I need my beauty rest.

Redecorating

Yesterday was pretty fantastic. The owner of the apartment that I am living in said that my roommates and I could price some things out for the apartment to make it a little more chic. So where did we go? Ikea of course! We spent three glorious hours wandering around taking pictures of stuff that we just had to have. Like this chandelier:



The picture doesn't do it justice. I'm pretty sure he won't approve it, but a girl can dream, can't she? We were mostly looking for a slipcover for our ugly but comfortable couch, kitchen and desk chairs, rugs and curtains. We are going for black, white and red. Mostly because that's what I like. Our kitchen area is already done in those colors and I have to admit, is really hot.

I also made a few (more like several) personal purchases. A new quilt, quilt cover, cute drinking classes, ice cube trays, pitcher, an apron and some storage containers. I totally want to go back and buy some Christmas decorations. They have some really cute lights.

My Thursday

Today was an interesting day. I had a lot of mixed emotions, of course, is that really a surprise coming from a girl? Work was quite stressful, and I had to bring some of it home, which makes it even worse. I feel like I am tired all the time, probably because I still can't sleep through the night. I got to see my roommates, which is rare these days, so that was nice. Then I got a call from an old friend who was in town and I got to hangout with him. We started reminiscing about old times and it got me thinking about where I am at in my life. This is definitely not where I thought I would be at 24 years old, but for the most part, I am happy and I don't think I can ask for more than that. As long as I am progressing, I think I am doing ok.

I also prayed really hard this morning for the opportunity to serve someone, and luckily he gave me ample opportunities and I took advantage of all of them, I think. Nothing cures a bad mood better than being forced to crawl out of your own selfish little bubble and think about making others happy. Here's to Friday!

Insomnia

So I have been doing some research on insomnia lately, and it is pretty interesting. For the past couple weeks I have been waking up in the middle of the night and not been able to fall back asleep. I have always thought of insomnia as being the result of a lot of stress, but I really don't feel stressed. There is a lot going on at work, but I don't think about it once I walk out the door. I decided to read up on insomnia to see if I could figure out what was wrong with me. Did you know that insomnia is 1.4 times more common in women then in men? I think it makes sense. Apparently hormone shifts are a common cause. Totally makes sense. One more fabulous symptom to look forward to each month.

The treatments sound like they all result in dependency, so I think I am going to just pray that I am able to get a decent amount of sleep soon.

Handbag Planet

So I discovered this Website that is giving away 24 handbags in 24 hours on October 15. And they are really cute. It is really easy to sign up and I think all of you should do it! Of course, that would decrease my chances of winning, but that's ok. I still love you. So check it out! http://www.handbagplanet.com/

My Philosophy

I just wanted to share the lyrics of a song that I heard today. Read and reflect.

Myphilosophy by Inner

love, prepare yourself to shine
i have no other way
you should know by now

no, theres no reason to hide
we all know youve got pain
we all know youve got pride
i really love your pride

as i see my reflection
shining from the corners of your eyes

yes, its my philosophy
that when i believe in you,
i believe in me, i believe in me

love, im tired of nostalgia,
its just trapped imagination
im happy with right now

no, its not that im afraid
of something i may find
its just all those designs
we put on everything

once weve had the experience
romanticized until its worth a while

my love, i want to know the truth
i want an empty room that i can scream in
dont have to believe in

my love, i want to be myself
but not all by myself, not all by myself

yes, its my philosophy
that when i believe in you,
i believe in me, i believe in me

love, i dont know how to say
it felt good to walk away
take back some of what is mine
cause its hard to see you shine
cause it hard to see you shining (e)
when im here slowly dying

you know i dont feel proud to be so selfish
i dont really mean to bring you down

(yes, its my philosophy
that if i'm accepting you
you're accepting me......)

yes, its my philosophy
that when i believe in you,
i believe in me, i believe in

yes, its my philosophy
that when i believe in you,
i believe in me, i believe in

yes, its my philosophy
that when i believe in you,
i believe in me, i believe in me..

California Adventures

Since it looks like it will be awhile before they open up security here at the lovely Santa Maria airport (yes that's right, security is closed right now since I am the only passenger currently in the entire airport) I figured I should blog a little about my weekend. I also barely have any cell phone service, so the texts I have been sending out are taking like 5 minutes to get to people. But hey, they have free wireless, so I shouldn't be complaining. This weekend has been pretty fab, so let me break it down day by day.

Friday

Started pretty sucky. My flight was delayed out of SLC. We finally get on the plane after it is over an hour late and there is a mechanical error. Gotta love hearing that while sitting on the runway. But at least I ended up sitting next to this really cool guy and talked to him the entire flight. He is originally from Brazil, is currently a student at BYU applying to the PR program and got home from his mission to Boston about 3 months ago. He was super excited to pick my brain in regards to the BYU PR program and I was happy to give him some insider tips. So we finally land and I have literaly 5 minutes before my connecting flight is suppoed to take off. It takes forver to get off the plane, of course, and I run up the ramp into the airport and try to find a monitor to figure out what gate I am supposed to go to. Then I hear "Last call for passenger Leonard, please report to gate 88."ut of course she pronounces it Leo (like the Lion) Nard. I knew it had to me so I start running toward gate 88. Of course they hear me coming because I am in heels and they tend to clunk. The girl seems really agitated that I was late (seriously, United? Like it was my fault!) and points to a door for me to enter. I run down another long ramp with my laptop and carpetbag in tow and manage to make it onto the tiny propeller plane. Of course my assigned seat is already taken so I get to sit in an aisle seat at the very back. the flight attendant bumped into me about a million times and kept opening the overhead compartment above me through out the flight. Lucky it wasn't a very long one. Needless to say, after waiting over 30 minutes for them to unload 5 suitcases from the plane, I made it to California and safely in my parent's care.

Saturday

I woke up kind of early and my dad made me my favorite breakfast: Eggs Benedict. Yum!! Then we drove down to Santa Barbara and do some serious shopping at this fabulous outdoor shopping area. They had a Sephora, so I did a little bit of damage there. Then I found the Coach store!! And of course they were having an amazing sale that I couldn't pass up. My mom bought me two really cute silk scarves and I bought a leather bag. It smells really pretty. I'm pretty happy about it. After shopping we stopped at In and Out Burger. Yum! Apparently we barely missed an appearance by Andrew Firestone. So Sad! He is really attractive and apparently lives in that area. Then we headed to the beach. It was chilly, but still beautiful. We headed home afterward and just hung out, played games and had an amazing steak dinner.

Sunday

Went to church with the fam. Got to go to Young Women's with my little sister and learn about Agency. I also learned that having sex before marriage is a bad choice and has serious consequences. So glad I was there for that. I got to cruise around in the BMW with the sun roof open while everyone else stayed for meetings, which was fabulous. The weather was perfect the entire weekend. The rest of the day we just hung out. I took a nap, made a cake and ate pot roast and mashed potatoes, my favorite meal.

Monday

Lazed around the house most of the morning. Then walked around Solvang with my parents. We ate lunch at this cute little Danish bakery and deli. So good! Then we headed up to Santa Maria and saw Eagle Eye. Totally intense and I really liked it. It does have quite bit of language, so beware. Now I am sitting in the airport. At least a handful of people have joined me now. My connection between flights is 25 minutes, so let's pray my flight is on time and I make it home tonight!

Breaking Down and Breaking Away

I promise that I have not fallen off the face of the earth. Life has been a little crazy this week, but good over all. I had a bit of a break down the other night and I decided to purchase a plane ticket home this weekend. I need a little mommy time. I am taking Monday off so I can get in almost three days. A little time away from the Bubble will be good for me.

Blah

Today was a humbling day. And when I say humbling I mean crappy. But I guess there must be opposition in all things. Thank goodness for good friends . . . and chocolate.

And here is a little Ellen for you . . .

Rock My Soul

And the blessings keep on coming! I must be starting to do something right with my life. I got some really good news today. Unfortunately I can't really share what it is here, but if you really want to know, email me and I may tell you.

I had a pretty long and stressful day at work today, so I decided to skip FHE and go to yoga. Very good decision. I am excited to gain better balance. I pretty much suck at that part. But I am really good at the lying on my back, closing my eyes and breathing part.

One more thing . . . some friends shared this song with me this weekend and it makes me happy.

The Zipper and Big Red

I went to the Utah State Fair on Friday night with some friends. I love fairs! I didn't eat all day in anticipation for the thousands of calories and gobs of grease I would consume. I really wanted to ride one of the carnival rides before the fried feast, so we rode the ZIPPER! It was pretty much amazing. Basically you ride in these cages that are attached to an arm similar to a Ferris Wheel. But the cages also flip randomly, which was the best part. I screamed a lot and got really queasy, but it was fantastic. I love being scared out of my mind.

Afterward we found the barns with the pleasantly smelling animals. Great choice after riding the Zipper. As we were walking through, I just kept thinking, I can't believe people are around these big smelling things all day long and enjoy it. I am quite the country girl as you can probably tell. There were some interesting things to see, like Big Red.


He was very well-behaved considering how much fun the little children were having pulling on his horns and trying to climb on his back. I was too scared to touch him, but I think Josh made a new friend.

After seeing the goats, sheep and pigs we went in search of some deep-fried goodness. Josh bought this french fry brick covered in cheese, which was amazing. Then came the funnel cakes. I had Bavarian Cream and chocolate on mine. Heaven! I think we all felt a little sick afterward. Kyle's face says it all.


We ended the night walking through the photography exhibit, which I thoroughly enjoyed. Lots of amazing pictures, though I think some of mine were a lot better. Maybe I will enter something next year.

Blessings

I think it is amazing how when you just start to put forth a little more effort, the Lord is so willing to bless you abundantly. He really does want us to be happy and is just waiting for us to realize that and show him that we are willing to accept it. He knows we are not perfect and we will stumble often, but he loves us anyway.

"Our perfect Father does not expect us to be perfect children yet. He had only one such Child. Meanwhile, therefore, sometimes with smudges on our cheeks, dirt on our hands, and shoes untied, stammeringly but smilingly we present God with a dandelion-as if it were an orchid or a rose! If for now the dandelion is the best we have to offer, He receives it, knowing what we may later place on the altar. It is good to remember how young we are spiritually."

-Elder Neal A. Maxwell (That Ye May Believe, p. 100.)

I don't want a streamer . . . I want toilet paper!

I think Ellen is hilarious. I was watching one of her stand up DVDs with some friends tonight and I was crying I was laughing so hard. Here is a clip from it, but you should watch the whole DVD, it is great. If you fast forward to about 1:30 that is the beginning of my favorite part. What can I say, I really like bathroom humor.

sTori Telling

I have been reading Tori Spelling's book lately, and I have to admit that I like it. The rich and famous fascinate me, and it is interesting to read about all the stupid mistakes she made. But it also makes me wonder if people were ever to read about my life, would they want to beat me over the head a million times for all the stupid decisions that I make? Of course, I could never write a book about my life because it would put the reader to sleep in minutes, but it does make me reflect a little bit. Of course, I also like to believe that everything happens for a reason, and I can learn from every experience if I choose to. So here is to making a lot of dumb mistakes and learning from them!

A Hospital Visit

I went to visit Angela in the hospital yesterday. I had to run some errands in Draper anyway, so I thought I would stop by. She looked so little in her big nasty hospital bed. I would have taken pictures, but I don't think she would have appreciated it. Hospitals make me very uncomfortable, so I can't imagine what it must be like for her to stay there for several days. Some of the food didn't look too bad, but I brought her some Krispy Kremes just in case. At least she had a TV so we could watch the BYU football game. Go Cougars! Way to beat those Huskies! It was kind of interesting observing all the people walking by her room and the nurses coming in and out. I got to see different types of people. People I don't normally see down in P-town.

I also stopped by Ikea. I really heart Ikea. I think I did a good job limiting myself. I'm trying to save some money to buy a nicer camera. More on that later.

Today was Regional Conference in the Marriott Center. President Packer and President Uchtdorf spoke along with Sister Dibb. It was a delight to listen to them. Gotta love hearing them speak. I also worked on getting my room more situated. It has a long way to go, but it is feeling a little more homier.

Dollar for a stapler . . .

Today was not such a great day, so I decided to watch a little Office. Here are some favorite moments:

Central Park

Ok, so I wanted to post a couple more pictures from my New York trip. As you will see, I don't like taking pictures of people. Frankly, I think nature is prettier. Particularly Central Park. I kind of wish I could live there. I love that it is a park, but New York style. It isn't just a bench with some trees, it is filled with tons to do and see. Below is my absolute favorite picture. I think it looks like a painting.



Here are a couple more of my favorites. I really like bridges and lines, as you can probably tell. After this trip I have decided that I want to invest in a nice camera and maybe learn more about photography. I have always loved it, but never went anywhere with it. I'm getting bored with my hum-drum lifestyle, so here is to developing a hobby!

I Heart New York!

I finally have the Internet again, so I can post!! I'm all moved into my new apartment and so far things are going well. I'm making the best of it. Ok, and now for NYC!!! Oh, how I love that city!

After a restless red-eye, we arrived Saturday morning bright and early. We got to my friend Lisa's apartment and I got ready while Kevin crashed. That happened a lot during the trip. We mostly just wandered around Times Square and Central Park the first day. I also did an H&M walk-through. I had to make a mental list of the things I wanted to buy later in the week when we were staying in the hotel.

Sunday we went to my old ward and it was nice to see some old friends. That evening we walked a ton more. It felt sooo good!

Monday I checked into the hotel and did some work. I managed to get in 30 mins of H&M and dropped way too much money for such little time. Then we went to the U.S. Open!! It was amazing. Some of you maybe asking yourselves, but wait, when did April become a fan of tennis? Well, I have to admit that it wasn't until half way through the Men's match in Ashe stadium. It was getting late and a lot of people were leaving so Kevin decided to try to get closer to get some pictures. I was tired, so I stayed in our seats in the upper bowl. After a while I saw a woman handing out tickets to the section below me. I got curious and walked down to see what they were. Lo and Behold they were court side tickets! I called Kevin and met up with him to move closer to the court. We started out on the second row, but eventually we made it to the first row! Donald Young and James Blake were playing. Two very good looking gentlemen. I'm sure Kevin got some amazing pictures. My pictures are pretty bad, but I thought you should get a sense of how close I actually was.

More pictures to come!

Moving Day

I am mostly moved and I am exhausted! I have too much stuff. Now I have to clean. Yuck! But I leave for NYC tomorrow night! I have been so stressed with moving and work that I really haven't planned much for the trip. But I know it will be fantastic! My new apartment has a very distinct (in other words, gross) smell to it. I'm hoping to change that when I get back. And it isn't very pretty. But I can fix that too.

Oh, and I have to share that I got the most amazing pedicure the other day. I tried a new salon and it was very chic and clean. I got a hot rock massage which was AMAZING! If only I could afford to get one every week. Another thing to do when I am rich.

Yabooo!

I really like the Internet. Google is my best friend. BUT . . . I also hate the Internet. Really, Yahoo. There is no need to reveal in a headline who the gold medal winners are for events that have not been broadcast yet. I clicked on Yahoo Mail and there it was . . . the winner of the balance beam. Stupid, Interweb.

NYC Here I Come!

I am getting really really excited to go to NYC!! I'm trying not to think about the fact that I am actually working while I am out there and I will have no idea what I am doing. I am going to make the best of it though. My days will be jammed pack with all kinds of fun things that I will definitely report about when I get back.

Moving day is also approaching. The same day I leave for NYC. I hate moving. And I am not excited about where I am moving. But I am determined to make the most of it. It will only be a year anyway. I can do anything for a year.

Bears, Beets, Battlestar Galactica

I want to dedicate this post to a few of my favorite quotes from "The Office."

Jim: [dressed like Dwight] Question: What kind of bear is best?
Dwight: That’s a ridiculous question…
Jim: False. Black bear.
Dwight: That’s debatable, there are basically two schools of thought…
Jim: Fact: Bears eat beets. Bears, beets, Battlestar Galactica.
Dwight: Bears do not…what is going on?!? What are you doing?!?


Pam Beesly: It's whom when it's the object of the sentence and who when as the subject.
Phyllis: That sounds right.
Michael Scott: Well it sounds right but is it?
Stanley: How did Ryan use it, as an object?
Ryan: As an object.
Kelly: Ryan used me as an object.

Dwight: Question, is there firewood on the island?
Jim: I guess.
Dwight: Then I would bring an axe, no books.
Jim: It has to be a book Dwight.
Dwight: Fine. Physician’s Desk Reference…
Jim: Nice. Smart.
Dwight: …hollowed out. Inside: Waterproof matches, iodine tables, beet seeds, protein bars, NASA blanket and, in case I get bored, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone. No – Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Question, did my shoes come off in the plane crash?


Dwight: Well, here are your options: you can sell it for parts, drive it off a cliff... you can donate it to a person that you'd like to see die in a car crash, or, you can sell it to me, and I'll use it as I would a wagon on my farm. It will be towed by a donkey.
Andy: I have to pick one of those?
Dwight: Yes.
Andy: Can you go over those options again?
Dwight: You know what? You knock $1500 of the price right now, and I will take it off your hands. It's gotta be now.
Andy: Well I have the, the blue book value...
Dwight: Seal the deal. Let's do it. Let's do this thing. Three, two, one--
Andy: Can I think about it?
Dwight: Five, four, three, two...
Andy: Let me think about it--
Dwight: Now. Now. Now.
Andy: Let me think about it--
Dwight: Say it. Do it. Now.
Andy: I'm thinking about it--
Dwight: Do it now.
Andy: Thinking--
Dwight: Do it. Shake my hand. You will sell me this car. Shake my hand.
Andy: Yeah. All right!

The Phone Call

I know I shouldn't be posting while at work, but I was just thinking about how ridiculous it is that I hate calling people. I don't know when the hatred started, probably the first week I started texting all those years ago. The reason I was thinking about how much I dislike talking to people is because I have to call a ton of our clients today and invite them to a conference. I dread every single time I pick up that phone. Hence why I am stalling the next call and blogging right now. I would so much rather just send them all an email. These people are perfectly friendly, but it takes so much more time and I feel so stupid repeating myself to each and everyone of them. And I hate small talk. I am not good at it and it wastes my time. I also hate answering my phone at work. I never do. I let everything go to voice mail and sometimes call them back. I know people hate me, but oh well!

Anyway, I blame it all on all the technology and innovations of the world. This is sooo not my fault.

Go, Team, Go! Go My Favorite Sports Team, Go!

I Heart the Olympics! I don't know what it is, but I seriously enjoying watching just about every sport during the Olympics. I don't really do the whole watching hours upon hours of sports any other time, but I just love watching the U.S. cream the rest of the world! I also actually really like NBC, so I am glad that they are doing all the coverage. And has anyone else noticed how the commentators can hear the questions that you ask? Without fail, every time we ask a question about an event or an athlete, the commentators somehow know that we asked and answer it. It is amazing.

I also like to see how awkward some of the athletes are. Have you seen the women on the U.S. fencing team? You know they have no friends. Seriously socially awkward. And the whole drama between those two female swimmers who dated the same Italian guy or something? You gotta love it!

Oh, the Anticipation . . .

Wow, it has been way too long. I have been quite busy though. We had my sister's open house last weekend and I spent most of my free time planning, buying, etc for that. I think it turned out fairly nice considering the time and budget put into it.

I got sick this week, which made me mad because I had to use four hours of PTO on Tuesday. That's four hours of vacation that I don't get later. Oh well, at least I got to sleep most of the day. Work is going well. We have a conference coming up in November which I get to plan, so I am excited. We are actually going to do it off site, which is even more fun!

Tomorrow is going to be awesome! Not only is it 08-08-08, but it is Angela's birthday and the start of the Olympics! I already hung paper Chinese lanterns from the ceiling in anticipation. And I found little plastic shot glasses. If I were rich, I would plan the most amazing parties every week. Each with a different theme.

One not so awesome thing about tomorrow . . . the one year anniversary of my car accident. If I can make it through tomorrow without wrecking, I will be thrilled.

The 24th and More

Happy Pioneer Day! One perk about living in Utah . . . getting the 24th of July off from work. Love it!! I took advantage and decided to make it a lazy day. I had plenty I needed to get done, what with having to plan a wedding reception for next week and all, but oh well. I saw "Get Smart" with some friends. LOVED IT! I thought it was hilarious! Steve Carell is my hero. I laughed out loud a lot and really didn't get bored with the movie, which is a nice.

I started feeling guilty for not being productive tonight, so I pulled out these coloring book things that my Relief Society worked on couple months ago, but never finished. Ang and I finished coloring them so I can turn them into DI. I think they are be sent to impoverished countries to help children read or something. Anyway, I thought it would be appropriate to do some service to celebrate the sacrifices that the pioneers made to settle out West.

Oh, there is a quick story that I need to share, just because I was so frustrated at the time. So last week I went to a particular tire store and purchased two new tires during my lunch break. It was kind of embarrassing how little tread was left on my back tires. Everything went fine, though I spent more than I hoped. This was the day before the big BBQ, so I left work early to purchase about a million things. As I was pulling out of the parking space, the car felt funny, so I quickly pulled back into the space and got of the car. I took a look at one of my brand new tires and it was completely flat!! After cursing out loud, (It was PG, I promise) I called a guy at work who I knew was good with cars and asked him to come help me. He came out to help, but suggested I call the tire place and tell them to come help me since it was their fault. I did, and 45 minutes later and having to chase after the guy's truck in heels, he changed the tire and I followed him back to the shop. I waited another 25 minutes for them to put a new tire on. While I was waiting I had the pleasure of conversing with a young man who was slathering his legs with benadryl because he thought he had been exposed to poison ivy. Pleasant. Anyway, everything turned out fine, though they wasted an hour and a half of my time, which I was pretty upset about since I had so much to get done. Yes, I need cry a little bit, but hey, I'm a girl. I'm allowed too.

BBQ and Death

Last week was pretty busy. I planned a work BBQ for about 75 people on Friday and it actually turned out pretty well. The food was great (Wallabys!) and the weather was perfect. I made gift bags for each employee, which took a while, but I think everyone enjoyed them. I bought all the kids some cheap kites and they loved them. So if you ever have to buy 25 kids ages 2-13 something, kites are the way to go. The party was sort of my way of proving my event planning skills to my boss, and I think he was impressed. It just makes me so happy to see people having a good time.

Also this week, I had to plan my Relief Society on "Words of Hope and Consolation at the Time of Death." Not the most uplifting, and I will admit, I sort of avoided planning it because it just seemed too difficult. I brought muffins and a pretty handout though, trying to disguise what could have potentially been a miserable lesson. Almost every girl was in tears by the end, but I think it went ok. There were some sad stories shared, but I tried to keep the focus on what we should and should not say and do when comforting those who are mourning. There are some women in my Relief Society that have been through some tragic things, and it just makes me so grateful for what I have been blessed with. Love you all!

Summer Wedding

I spent a few days in California last week for my sister's wedding and it was fantastic. It was so nice to be home, though I was working on wedding stuff nonstop. I did get a chance to do a little shopping at this fabulous mall in Glendale. The H&M was fabulous. I limited myself to just a few purchases, including too very cute handbags. My sister was beautiful and I am so happy I was able to attend the ceremony.

That Dreaded Third hour Lesson

One of my favorite people in the whole world came to church with me today . . . Jet!! Of course we had the chastity talk. It ended up being more about dating of course, which I always think is entertaining. You get 30 single LDS girls in a room together, the word "date" is mentioned and out pour the opinions. It was pretty mild today, though. The Bishop didn't look too uncomfortable. Basically the solution to our not being married: put yourself out there. I agree. Obviously you have to leave your apartment to meet guys. I'm still working on that one. So far, I haven't seen any guys that are worth leaving my apartment for.

Oh, and I LOVE my perfume!!

Happy Fourth of July!

Happy Independence Day! I really like this holiday, though I don't really love it in Provo. There are lots of things to do and I love that, but there are way too many people here. Luckily I live right by the parade route, so that wasn't a problem. Also, Glenn Beck was in the parade, which made my day. I love history, and I used to be obsessed with Benjamin Franklin. He just fascinates me, illegitimate children and all. I am so grateful for all that the Founding Fathers did to establish this country of freedom. This country is amazing and I know I am blessed to live here. I wish everyone a happy and safe holiday weekend!! And don't forget what we are celebrating!

My Country, Tis of Thee

Independence Day is approaching and I am pumped. I attended a fireside at the Marriott Center tonight featuring Glenn Beck as the featured speaker. I am a fan of Brother Beck. I think that he is an amazing public speaker and I love that he is not afraid to talk about his religion. And he is not afraid to cry. I also find him kind of attractive. Strange, I know.

Glenn spoke about his experience of being in NYC during 9/11 and how the hymn "Come, Come, Ye Saints" gave him great comfort. He has incredible pride and love for this country and it is nice to be reminded of how great this country really is. God Bless America!

American Idol in Orem?

Jordin Sparks at the Scera in Orem . . . not sure why it happened, but she did come and I went. Thanks to an awesome friend, Ang and I got to go for free. It was outdoors, so we sat in the very back to avoid the mobs of screaming 12-year-old girls. The opening act, I think they called themselves 4 Real, was kind of a joke. We got a good laugh at their expense. Jordin is quite talented and I did enjoy her performance. She didn't sing very many of her own songs, I'm sure because no one knows any of them except the ones on the radio. I really like her voice. She can belt it out, though she was out of breath all the time.

I think the most memorable part of the evening was the woman sitting in front of us. We were all on blankets and Ang and I were stuck sitting behind this kind of weird family. The mother's shirt did not cover everything it should have in the back, and I was stuck looking at a tattoo on her lower back along with her thong all evening. This woman wasn't exactly skinny, so needless to say it wasn't a very pretty sight. I wanted to say something to her so bad, but what do you say? "Umm, I'm sorry ma'am, but your thong and love handles are hanging out, do you think you could do something about that?" Awkward!

Fashion . . . Put it all on me

Daisy

Two months ago, I challenged myself to workout four times a week until my sister's wedding. The reward for reaching my goal? A perfume that I have wanted for what seems like forever.



Well, my sister's wedding is approaching and so far I have been true to my goal. So I decided to place my order tonight so that it will arrive before I leave. I can hardly contain my excitement! And since I ordered it from Sephora, I get all kinds of fun free samples. It should all arrive in a week!!

Cowboy Take Me Away

I have never really been into cowboys, but there is just something about a man in a cowboy hat and boots that does something to me. I want to the PG Rodeo last night and I quite enjoyed it. The smell was almost unbearable (we sat right above the cow pen and their smell was emanating up through the bleachers) but there were some nice specimens to look at. I think guys just look so much more manly at a rodeo.

I have always been terrified of horses, but I have to admit that they are beautiful creatures. I almost wished I was one of the rodeo queens wearing skin tight pink wranglers with a matching pink sequined top riding around waving a flag.

I think my favorite part was watching the motocross boys. I held my breath every time they jumped the truck or whatever it was they were jumping. I'm sure they were like 15 years old, but it was hot. I think it's probably the fact that they appear to have no fear. That is extremely attractive.

Also, I started reading "Twilight" today and I am over half way through it. I will probably end up finishing it tonight. So good!

I Can't Stop Smiling!

I have been having the most fantastic week. I don't really want to go into all the details in fear of who reads this, if anyone, but let's just say things are going SOOOO much better at work. First of all, I am going to NYC in August for a trade show! I am going to fly out a few days early to hangout with friends and do some shopping. I really didn't think they were going to send me, but I asked anyway and low and behold the answer was yes! Thank you Wayne Gretzky for your wise words "You miss 100% of the shots you don't take." I am seriously trying to live by them.

Second, my title is now Events Coordinator and I am no longer doing marketing. I just didn't have time to do it all, though I wish I could. But I get to stick to my passion and I am thrilled. One step closer to my dream job. Not quite sure what that is, but I know it will have something to do with planning some kind of event.

Third, my friend Cassandra got married yesterday and I was present during the Temple ceremony. It was my first and I am so happy for Sassy Cass and Montel. I also got to see some good friends and that always makes me happy.

Fourth, the LA Lakers lost. That made me very happy.

Fifth, the Victoria's Secret semi-annual sale is going on right now. I don't think I need to say anymore about that. I went twice today.

Sixth, did I mention that I am going to NYC?!

Ok, so you can all continue to be jealous of how happy I am. I hope that everyone else is doing well too!

I Can't Breathe!

Shopping for a bed?

Because watching people fall is just so funny.

Goodbye, Tim Russert!

Obviously people die every day. Famous people die all the time, but usually I'm not affected. Heath Ledger was a difficult one to get over, and now Tim Russert has died. Most of you probably don't know who he is, but he was a political commentator for NBC. I am an avid watcher of "Today" and he made an appearance almost every morning talking about the upcoming election. Since I watch "Today" while I am getting ready, I don't usually watch, I listen. I had become very familiar with Tim's voice and I really enjoyed listening to his comments. I am usually not a fan of politics, but I seriously enjoyed the way he reported them. When I first saw that he died, I was seriously in shock. Even though I didn't know him personally, his death did make me stop and think like death usually does.




Life is short and death can come at anytime. As a planner, I hate that I don't know when it will come, but the good thing is that I can prepare myself on a daily basis. Not that I want to prepare to die, but I want to prepare myself to be judged on my actions here on earth.

Everywhere Like Such As

I wanted to share a view videos that I watch on a pretty regular basis. I hope you all have seen this one. I personally believe that . . . this is one of the funniest things I have ever seen. I'm pretty sure I have it memorized.

Watch Your Step

I can't even tell you how often we have watched this one.

You Can Take it on the Bus!

This is also an apartment favorite. You know you want one!

It Takes the Work Out of Your Work Day!

I hope that all of you have already seen this, but if you haven't, you need to. I nearly wet myself the first time I watched it. You probably won't think it's that funny, but I hope you will at least chuckle.

What's Your Love Language?

I'm trying to make up for being a slacker. So in my ward we have this Communications class for Sunday School each week. This past Sunday the lesson was entitled: What is your Love Language? It was awesome. We had to determine which of the 5 love languages we used and how we like to receive love. The options:

#1 Words of Affirmation

Verbal compliments or words of appreciation are powerful to communicators of love. These people need to be told they are pretty, smart and need to hear thank you, I'm sorry, please etc.

#2 Quality Time

Giving someone your undivided attention. These people need to feel the other person is focusing on them and willing to have a quality conversation.

#3 Receiving Gifts

Gifts are a visual symbol of love. It's not necessarily the gift that counts, but the thought that goes into it. The gift of self is also important to these people.

#4 Acts of Service

Acts of service require thought, planning, time, effort and energy. This shows how selfless the other person is, not matter how big or small the act is.

#5 Physical Touch

The body was made for touching, and these people need to have physical contact to feel loved or show love.

After listening to all these, I realized how high maintenance I really am. I'm pretty sure I am all of these except or physical touch. I can do without the touching. I think I show my love for my friends and family through Acts of Service and Words of Affirmation. I want people to show they care for me through Words of Affirmation, Acts of Service, Quality Time and Giving Gifts. Needy, I know. I think the most important thing to me is hearing the words "Thank you" and "I'm sorry." I think they say a lot about a person and can fix anything.

What is your love language?

Random Thoughts

Just a couple random thoughts:

Why must I hate all the things that are good for me? For one . . .the gym. I really don't enjoying going, but since I paid over $500 to go, I feel I must. I don't like running, and it's too hot to run outside. I don't own a bike, so that option is out. I bought a tennis racket a little while ago. Still haven't used it. But I did buy some cute pink wrist sweatband things. I do like the way I feel after I go though.

I'm really glad that all the good shows are over right now because I was watching way too much tv. Though I will admit that I am addicted to American Gladiators. I'm trying to convince Angela that she should be a contender.

The one thing I do like about running around Provo is smelling all the lilac bushes!! I LOVE LILACS!! Pretty much my favorite smell ever.

I love when you hear a song for the first time and you just fall in love with it. I think it would be so cool to be able to write a song like that.

I hate that I have such little confidence in my abilities. I know that I hold myself back from achieving greater things. Not sure how I am going to overcome this. Good thing I have some time to work on it.

Hiking . . .What was I thinking?

I finally hiked the Y last week. I vowed never to climb it, but finally decided to get it out of the way. The weather was nice and I was sort of in the mood to get some exercise. Let's just say that I forgot how much I hate hiking. If Angela hadn't been there to force me to the top, there is no way I would have made it. The view was nice, but I'm not really sure it was worth it. Here are a few pictures from the not so pleasant hike.

Lazy Day

Do you ever have those days when you feel extremely ambitious? I pretty much did absolutely nothing today (which I haven't done in a really long time and rather enjoyed it) which gave me a lot of time to think. I have all these new goals that I want to accomplish in the next couple months. Of course I'm sure I will forget all about them by tomorrow. Too bad my ambition usually just influences my thoughts and not my actions.

Something else I had time to think about today . . . how grateful I am for good friends. The random texts, emails and phone calls make me so happy! I can't even imagine what I would do if I didn't have people to talk to when I am making big decisions or going through a tough time. So thank you all for your love and support!! Love you all!

Also, I hate Satan.

Vegas

Warm . . . trashy. That's all I really have to say.

Polka Dots on Wheels

I had some DP today, so of course I can't sleep. Therefore, I have decided to blog. I had a late night at work, getting ready for a huge show next week. I'm really nervous about how it is all going to pan out, but I am also really excited. I bought new luggage for my birthday:

And I am so excited to use it!! Isn't it pretty?! I want to travel all the time now so I can use it more. Not really, but I do need to find more opportunities to use it. Maybe I should take one to work every so often. That wouldn't be weird or anything.

Spring has Sprung

It is so hard to think of something interesting to write. I still have a love/hate relationship with P-town. The weather is being bipolar, but at least some of the pretty pink blossoms are out!

I am battling my addition to shopping. Last weekend the mall won, but this weekend I was victorious. I think I made my way to the checkout in at least five stores, but always talked myself out of the purchase. Two hours and I didn't spend any money, except on the vending machine when I was trying to buy a bottle of water. And of course the machine ate my money and failed to dispense my drink. Lesson learned on that one.

My sister is having another baby . . . number three! Three in three. She's pretty crazy, but I am super excited. I hope it's a boy. I want to buy cute little sneakers and baseball caps.

Stiff Necks and High Heads

I am such a snob. I had to venture up north to a mall (which I will not name so as to not offend anyone) this afternoon to pick up some bridesmaid dresses. (I'm very excited about the dresses by the way.) As I was walking around the mall, all I could think of was, "Wow, these people are really white trash." Granted, I haven't really heard that many great things about this particular region, so maybe it's reputation proceeded it, but really that is no excuse for my judgment. I kept thinking, "Hey, I may not love the town I'm in, but at least there aren't that many white trash people there."

It wasn't until tonight that a scripture that I read a couple nights ago came to mind. You know the one, Jacob 2:13-14 . . .

because some of you have obtained more abundantly than that of your brethren ye are lifted up in the pride of your hearts, and wear stiff necks and high heads because of the costliness of your apparel, and persecute your brethren because ye suppose that ye are better than they.

And now, my brethren, do ye suppose that God justifieth you in this thing? Behold, I say unto you, Nay. But he condemneth you, and if ye persist in these things his judgments must speedily come unto you.

Consider myself condemned.

One Year Older

Birthdays and death. Both events make you think about what you are doing with your life. And I think I feel ok with mine right now. Things have not gone according to my plan, but it's not about MY plan is it? Am I doing what I thought I would be doing at the age of 24? No, but that's what is so great about it. I never imagined that I would be living in Provo, but I am so grateful for the people I have met and the friends I have made. Relationships are the more important thing in my life and they are all that really matter. It doesn't matter where I live, I need to make the best of it. Here's to a year of maturing and growing into that person that I should be.

Tag

i've been tagged...

Here it goes . . .

1. What were you doing ten years ago?
Ten years ago I was 14. I was living in Warrenton, VA and was a freshman at Fauquier High. I don't remember much about that year, except I was the Boy's Soccer Manager. I like to watch boys play soccer.

2. Five things on my to-do list today?
1.Write in my journal
2. Make sugar cookies and use some of the 100 cookie cutters Angela gave me for my birthday
3. Finish a book I have been trying to finish for months
4. Finish putting away my laundry
5. Make some phone calls

3. What snacks do you enjoy?
- granola bars
- string cheese
- Ranch flavored Wheat Thins and cheese
- apples and peanut butter
- Craisins

4. What would you do if you suddenly became a billionaire?
Pay off all my debt, invest, buy a house, buy my sister and her family a bigger house, give money to all my siblings, buy my parents a house in Utah, start my own event planning business, start a charity similar to the Make a Wish Foundation, quit my job, travel to Europe, and wear a new pair of socks every day (except in the summer).

5. Three bad habits
-gossiping
-nagging
-not saying what I am actually thinking

6. Five places I've lived
-Provo, UT
-New York, NY
-Warrenton, VA
-Katy, Texas
-Owego, NY

7. Five jobs I've had
-Events Coordinator for small software company
-Project Manager for online training company
-PR Intern at Fleishman-Hillard
-CSR at Blockbuster Video

8. Five things people don't know about me
1. Some of you may not know this: I am extremely disorganized at home, my room is always a mess
2. I used to want to be a photographer when I grew up
3. I'm terrified of death
4. I don't really like animals, except in the zoo when they are caged
5. I really love the color of my eyes

I'm not going to call anyone out, but if you are looking for something to blog about: Tag You Are It!

Just a Little Update

I have been wanting to post more, but I really don't have anything interesting to share. I've been working a ton, getting mad at my March Madness bracket (Seriously, Georgetown?), planning parties (Enrichment etc) and trying to sleep. My little sister is getting married and so I am trying to help out in that department. And before you even think about asking, yes I am perfectly ok with the fact that my younger sister is getting married before me. I have known for years that she would. It was my idea to make a bet with her that who ever got married first would have to buy the other one a steak dinner. She has always been very dependent on guys and I haven't. And I am still so young, I really don't think about marriage, or think I am ready.


I celebrated my birthday a little early with old roommates tonight and we had so much fun. We had two of my favorite things, Swedish meatballs and cheesecake, and talked for hours. I love spending time with good friends!

I wonder . . .

I wonder when the day will come that I will stop thinking, "What am I doing with my life?" or "What do I want to do with my life?" I don't see the answers anywhere in the near future.

Viva Las Vegas

Vegas. I don't really know what to say. The conference that I went to was really good. I took a couple of classes to help improve our company's trade show experience and I learned a lot. The weather was beautiful, 75-80 degrees. My hotel room was huge; pretty sure it was bigger than my entire apartment. Who needs to 42" plasma screen TV's?

It was my first time in Vegas, so I just spent a lot of time walking the strip and looking at the buildings. It made me miss NYC a lot. I went to the top of the Eiffel Tower, which has an amazing view. And I went shopping at the Miracle Mile of Shops. And I just have to say . . . lame! H&M was so disappointing. They only carried juniors' and mens' and they didn't have any good accessories. The store is tiny. So I didn't buy anything. However, I did spend a couple hours in Sephora and spent way too much money on things I don't need.

I am in love with the Conservatory inside the Bellagio. It is under construction right now, but they have these giant flowers that are amazing. I want to live there. Or have my wedding reception there.

I'm kind of sad that I don't have any really good stories to tell. It was funny to see drunk people, haven't seen that in a while. But really, nothing that exciting happened. Maybe next time I will get married in the Little Chapel of Love just for kicks.

No More Noise

This week has been kind of interesting. After a lot of drama, my car door is finally fixed!! For those who have been lucky enough to ride in my car sometime during the past year or so would know that my front passenger door lock made a really loud noise every time it locked and unlocked. And it wouldn't open from the outside. I have to admit that I kind of miss the noise. I doubt anyone else does.

I am starting some new projects at work that I am really excited about. A lot more events for me to plan!! And I'm headed to Vegas on Monday, which should be interesting. I'm going to an exhibitor show to learn how to get the most of the trade shows that we attend. H&M and Sephora here I come!! I hope to have some interesting stories to share.

P.S. I Love You

Apparently all I do is watch movies because I saw P.S. I Love You tonight. And I almost hated it. First of all, I think Hilary Swank looks like a man and is extremely unattractive. Second of all, I did not need to see Denny's (Grey's Anatomy) naked rear end. Third, it was way too sad. Every time I would finally stop crying, something else that was extremely sad would happen and I would start crying all over again. Maybe I'm just a little too sensitive about death, but I don't think that movies should be made where the moviegoer cries the whole time. Unless it is a documentary about dying kids in Africa or something. That would be an exception. I just wanted to stop crying so I was begging for the movie to end. I didn't even care how it ended, which is rare for me because I am usually very picky about the way a movie ends.

I guess the movie had some good elements, like some pretty shots of Ireland and some hot Irish accents. And pretty shoes. But other than that, I think it was a dud. Maybe the next movie I see will be a winner.

Fool's Gold

Fool's Gold. Yeah, I was a little disappointed. I love, I mean LOVE Matthew and Kate, so of course I really wanted this one to be good. I just think it could have been put together so much better. Sure there were some funny parts and Matthew was shirtless most of the movie, but the plot was just OK. Not one I will be purchasing most likely. I don't know, maybe it will be better a second time.

Takin' It To The Streets

So just saw Step Up 2 The Streets. Some of the worst acting I have seen, but the dancing is quite entertaining. And the music was off da hook. If it weren't for the 4 other people in the theater, I'm pretty sure I would've busted a move. Now I'm off to download some songs from the soundtrack.

shortie had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
boots with the fur (with the fur)
the whole club was lookin at her

she hit the floor
(she hit the floor)

next thing you know
shorty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

them baggy sweat pants
and the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
she turn around and gave that big booty a smack(heyyy)

You know you want to sing along!

Rainy Days and Mondays Always Get Me Down

Thank goodness for friends that make you do things you don't want to do. I know I am a wimp, and I have no problem admitting it. I finally did something today that I have needed to do for awhile, but have been too chicken to do. I don't know if the situation will actually get better, but I know I feel better just taking some action. Pretty good for a rainy Monday. But hey, I will take rain over snow any day!

On an unrelated note, why is it that I can spend 2 minutes on the BYU campus and always see at least one person I know. I know I wasn't that social when I actually went there.

Reflections

What an incredible gift life is. It is a shame that we don't really think about how great it is until someone we know passes away.

I have also been thinking a lot about how important personal reflection is. Sometimes I feel like I don't let myself think because I am afraid of what the outcome will be. I drive myself crazy with indecision and insecurities. But I have challenged myself to take 15 minutes a day to remove myself from all distractions and just think. I want to challenge all of you to do the same.

Happy Valentine's Day!

I feel sorry for those people who are so bitter toward today. I don't care if I may be eternally single, it's still a fun holiday. Maybe it's because I heart the color pink so much. I usually have a party, but I will be babysitting this evening. Which I think is better than spending the evening with a boy because I care about my nieces more than I would about any boy that I went out with. I'm not going to pretend that I wouldn't love someone to send me flowers or chocolates. Flowers are always nice. But I'm not one of those girls who is going to get all depressed about it. I just think it is dumb.

Anyway, I send lots of hugs and kisses to all of you! Do something nice for someone!

I Heart the Wind

It's pretty sad when you think 50 degrees is warm, but today felt great! I wish I could ride with the windows down everyday. As I was riding back from lunch with a friend today, I was thinking about how the wind makes every song sound better to me. I absolutely love to sit with my eyes closed, feeling the wind whipping around me and listening to music. It doesn't matter what the song is, I love it!

Sick Day

I was home sick yesterday, so I spent the entire day in bed watching TV between my naps. And all I have to say is that there is nothing good on TV anymore. Yes, I could have put in a movie (I usually watch Little Women when I am sick) but I didn't have the energy. Instead I tortured myself by flipping through the channels about a zillion times. It was Super Tuesday, which means the only thing on the news was election coverage. And don't get me wrong, politics are important, but when they report the same thing over and over again, I want to pull my hair out. But hey, at least I didn't get killed in a tornado like the 54 or so people did in the South.

Flirting

I was at an enrichment activity last night and some how we got on the topic of the different types of flirting. One girl was sharing her philosophy that there are 3 types of flirting: romantic, seductive, and friendly. As I thought about it, I think that this is very true. Romantic flirting is like "I love you and you make me happy." Seductive is more "I lust after you and I want you to make me happy." Friendly is "I am going to pretend that I like you because it makes me happy." Just something to think about.